esssssskkimoooo

what a beautiful picture. i think everyone should eskimo kiss everyone else in the world. i think regular kissing is overrated, and lovers of eskimo kissing everywhere should stand up and demand more nose kisses!

home sick

Right now I'm missing Chicago. I can't really put my finger on what I'm missing, but I know it's something.

I miss laying in bed, with the space heater on. I miss getting all dressed up for winter, hats and gloves and hot pink leg warmers and boots.

I spent three winters in Chicago, and the whole time I kept saying "this is my last winter here" but I stayed. This past winter wasn't so bad at all. I did fall like 3 times on my ass, and even cried once - but it wasn't that bad. The first snow of the year I ran to Sears and got a new coat, hat, gloves, and huge snow boots. I felt so cute. Even TJ was like you're styling Katie, hahaha.

But I'm sad today. I think I'm missing babies, missing the Chicago city life too. I miss my usual coffee and of course I miss shopping. I really missing ceramics too.

What am I doing here? I came here to do nothing this summer and think about my new direction, my new life. Where am I going, what am I doing. And I haven't planned or thought about anything.

It boils down to this..

Stay here
Go to Kentucky/WV
Back to Chicago

I need to make up my mind, but I will at least stay here until Jan.

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uggggggggggh

today i ate....
an empanada
part of victors breakfast sandwich
my sandwich
my yogurt
a breadstick
a chocolate icream bar
and another empanada
and a hob nob cookieee

i am a fat ass

and i hate myself

and i hope i die.

I WANT THIS SKIRT I WANT TO SHOP NOWWWW

I REALLY WANNA GO BOUTIQUE SHOPPING. FUCK I WANT TO SPEND LIKE A THOUSAND DOLLARS ON CUTE DRESSES AND MELISSA SHOES AND STARBUCKS, IM SUCH A CONSUMER I HATE MYSELF. BUT I MISS SEHPORA, BORDERS, AND URBAN OUTFITTERS AND I WANT TO SHOPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND MOST OF ALL I WANT THIS:

You know you wanna

Top of the mornin' to you!

Today is going to be a fantastic day! I'm going to make 500 calls, organize my excel, make money on chacha during lunch, eat my tasty sandwich, and smile.

I'm not going to get bothered by anyone's shit anymore. I mean anyone, I'm just gonna laugh it off. I'm way too happy lately to let anyone spoil my mood or my day.
HAVE A LOVELY DAY EVERYBODY AND SMILE!!!!!!

Let me add some inspiring quotes below:

"Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got"
- Janis Joplin

"If you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain"
- Dolly Parton

"The most successful people are those who are good at plan B"
- James York

These bitches are sucking the cool airrr!!

Okay, so Sheila and I are suppose to be detoxing, yet she invites me to go have sangria? wtf ahahhahaha.

I'm a little pissed off right now. I called and arranged to have spanish classes on MWF from seven to nine and I just spend the last fucking hour doing nothing, just hanging out and chilling until fucking 7 came, and I walk over to the school and guess what? The lights were off! What the fuck is that shit? I guess its from all the times I missed class, it came back to bite me in the fucking ass man.

So then I was like, I'll go to the internet cafe and write those motherfuckers a letter, and gues swhat? NO internet cafes had computers, or internet!! Ah!! So I had to walk to a far away cafe, and then gues swhat? The ac is like broken, or there are so many people in here talking they are sucking the cool air down. Ugh, could tonight get any worse than it is now ?

On a good note I went to this really cute cafe in Via Argentina, where a friend of Ikeer's works. I met the guy like 3 weeks ago at my house, and he told me that he worked there. So I figured I'd try it out and it's so cuuuuuuuuuuute, they have like a trading library going on, I'd love it like a thousand times more if it had internet, but I guess I could see the place starting to suck if it did. I bet it'd always be full. Oh oh oh, and I saw Alex Chi and his girlfriend there, and their cuuuuutue baby Diego. He was really a cute baby. Smiling the entire time.

Lately the last few days I've been baby sick. I really miss Piper and Kendall a lot. It actually makes me kind of depressed, but I'll be okay. I have this new dog and she is taking up som etime, but really it's not the same. It's scary to be missing babies so much, and not being on birthcontrol I could just subconciously get pregnant? But I'd have to be having sex to do that wouldn't I? Ugh, I do not want a baby, I just miss my nanny job.

Well, what else? I have like 45 mins to spare until Sheila picks me up. Lately at work I've been listening to a radio station based in Houston online " love songs" and it has really helped me block out all the drama at work.

Speaking of work, let me just spill my guts.

The place I work is a cool place, but there is a lot of drama. I'm almost positive that every single person there (including myself ) is competely crazy and out of their mind. Some more than others. I think the fact that we have no windows in this joint increases the amount of crazy we are. People are rude and gossip right in the same tiny room you are in. It makes me sick. If my job wasn't already repeative and boring, this added mess makes me even more sick. But the radio station I've listened to has helped me keep out of the mess a tad bit, and I just hear the stuff from Diana later, I'd much rather hear about it - than well you know, be a part of it.

Ok so this is st arting to get boring, so I'm out. I'm gonna go play me some Korean tetrisss ohh yeah.


Adios Amigos.

My new Marimekko desktop paper is cute!!

and dont even fucking say a word about me using icq, i know its lame. okay?? i know!! and if you have it, add me. hahaha just kidding.

Wouldn't ya know.

Okay, so now I'm on lunch and I can dish the dirt.

Let's see.

First of all, let me try to explain the situation in my apartment for a second.

I live in the top floor of a building, we occupy the entire flat. There are 2 couples, and 3 singles that live here. We all pay 250-450 range for each room. One of the guys who "organized" it doesn't pay anything. I understand this concept, but am really not used to it. He doesn't own the building, he didn't furnish the rooms, yet he makes 100 dollars off of us and doesn't pay rent, but is part of our "family". It just baffles me.

Anyway, we decided to all discuss the situation with him, and demand that he pay something or make the rent prices more far - and he says no.

So that is a little stressful because with this job alone I'm left with like 65 dollars a week to live off of. That's just craziness.

I guess that has put a slight damper in my mood, and this work thing as well. On top of that I'm extremely fucking horny. I wrote my ex in Chicago and he doesn't give a fuck about me, he doesn't even say he misses having sex with me. Maybe I'm a really bad fuck or something. All I know is that I want to have sex cause I'm sick of sleeping with my vibrator.

I've decided to detox with Sheila, so no pot or drinking for a month. The last week or so I've just been getting high way too much. I mean it's just pot, and it's not a big deal what so ever - but it makes me feel extremely lazy.

Also, we got a dog in the apartment. Her name is Canela. Olivia and I decided to share her. She's a mutt, that someone found on the street and gave to us. She's super cute and I'll attach a photo of her to this page.

I guess that's all I'm gonna bitch about today.

Oh and I met a guy yesterday when I went to buy toilet paper at the gas station, and he asked for my number but I'm so poor I have no mins and don't know my number by memory yet. AHhaa, but we'll see what happens. He was extremely handsome and polite - and no he did not see my tattoos cause I was holding Canela, that seems to be the big problem lately. Oh fucking well. I'm in an oh fucking well attitude lately.

Fuck it all. Seriously. I'm so pissy and I'm not even bleeding. Blah.

Who peed in your cornflakes?

Today is going to be a shitty ass day. First, Nino was late picking me up, but no sweat right? I mean there is a shit ton of traffic and it's raining, of course he's gonna be late. Dusska goes and calls everyone and makes a huge fucking deal out of the entire situation, poor Nino.

Then I get into the office and Victor is up my ass about making "calls" and "calls that go through" bullshit. Two weeks ago he said, You have to get 200 its so important to get 200. Okay Victor, I'll get 200, but remember that we're using VOIP and its shit. Yep, it sure is. Half the calls don't even ring, so if you want me to get 200 don't expect me to sit here and wait for the fucking phone to start working. I'll just move to the next number. He was okay with that.

And now? He's not, he wants me to redial the number until it rings. I hate people that are not clear with what they want.

This reminds me of a tiime with Kendall's Mom. She's like, we want to use the Baby whispers method on Kendall. Only feed her this time, and this much and do that and do this. And when I do it, shes like there is no way she is hungry, this is impossible blah blah bah bullshit. Be clear from beginning, don't give someone specific directions only to fuck them up the ass later. I am so sick of this bullshit.

Later I'll post about the apartment meeting from last night, but basically it means this week is shit and everyone should just die.