Oct Saturday 11, 2008

I am at Palmar beach with Ale. We decided to move here and get away from the city and all of it's people. Since we moved here almost all of my roommates have come to visit, and we've only been here 4 days. I love them, but here when they visit at least I have my space and the ocean. I've never been much of a beach person my whole life, but right now I'm taking in the waves and the sounds the the salt and it's really amazing.

Panama is so small no matter how far you go you are still not that far.

Here is a fucked up picture of myself. Enjoy lovers!

I'm so sick and tired. I feel asexual but I have interest in one person that happens to be thousands of miles away. I feel like the boat ride on Willy Wonka and I'm ready to get off. I feel confused about what I want in my life. I love Panama, but if I stay here can I work out the problems I have? Is Huntington a good option for me right now? What should I fucking do?