Hi Everyone, It's almost 2009. 

Today I'm not feeling so great. I've been in Kentucky and Ohio for the last couple of weeks. I was dating a guy before leaving Panama and it's been pretty iffy since I've been in the states.

I feel like I always end up with guys that are self centered, inconsiderate, and rude. I dont kwo why it happens but its always the same story different person and setting. It fucking makes me so sad. I just want to be with a guy that has a big heart and is caring and thoughtful.

Ugh I feel like shit about this.